my beloved life
Saturday, October 22, 2005
Since its gonna be finals soon, and I wont be able to blog durin the finals, I decide to write a blog b4 it… so, time flies, soon ill be leaving MUFY, and possibly leaving behind memories of my family and friends in Malaysia to study in Australia.. Whenever I think of this, I feel sad… all the pleasant(and not so pleasant) memories keep flashing in my head nowadays.. 4 and a half years!!.. I’m pretty sure most of my friends have forgotten about me by then.. I feel sad, that I might not be able to hold on to my friends… every time this thought comes to my head, it hurts..
Ok, enough with the sad part.. these few weeks hasn’t been the greatest.. firtly, of coz finals is already around the corner(bout a week from now!!), which means I gotta turn up my engine and get movin!!... for the first time, I’m actually afraid of failing my exams!! If I maintain my current score, I would be able to join my desired degree.. but judging on how I did in my trials, I’m actually kinda worried… I mean… no HD, only 2 weak distinctions, 2 credits and even a fail for accounts!.. and I’m suppose to be majoring accounting in my degree!! This really gives me headache about my choice of courses that I’ve chosen…
Secondly, of coz… the girl.. for those who don’t know about this, you can read my previous post… nothing really has changed this 2 weeks… which kinda makes me feel even worst.. makes me feel like I’m wasting my time and concentration, since finals is already near.. but the prob is, no matter how much I try, I cant seem to let go.. some where in my heart tells me that I should do something about it… tough life I guess!!
Well, I know this is a short post.. I’ll definitely come back after finals with better and more interesting posts! So study hard everyone and may all your wishes come true!!
~BLOG RESUMES AFTER 10TH NOVEMBER 2005~ plz be patient..
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