my beloved life
Thursday, December 08, 2005
ARGHH!! super angry now!! today, i woke up feeling abit funny.. but i thought:"ah well, today playing tennis edi finally, and i had my racquet restringed with Asahway CrossFire 17(which cost a bomb!!)", which prompt me to think that victory is in sight for me! so, downstairs i went, grabbed a piece of biscuit.. for those who din know, my house has no food or snacks!!.. so, after gorging in that piece of biscuit, went downstairs to let ah pok in with confidence sky high..
The racquet felt abit funny i thought, as we started warming up.. i mean, it was good, notably because it was a cross fire string, i din feel any vibration when hitting my shots.. so, after 20 minutes, on starts the game!.. i chose to serve first, and as usual, i will lose the first game if i served first, it has became such a norm i dun feel any dissapointment(kinda expected right?)..
The game went on, and soon I was down 4-1.. i said soon, because i think we only took around 20 minutes to reach to that score(was kinda impossible with our standard!).. that was when i realise, man i gotta buck up, or im gonna lose.. so i really bucked up, making ah pok run as much as possible, forcing him to make errors, and it worked!!..
so, the scores now tied at 7-7, and ah pok juz ran out of water, and he is exhausted, ADVANTAGE TO ME!! i could almost smell victory, and a win in a tie breaker for the first time in my life.. and i mean the FIRST time!.. i think i lost more than 10 matches in tie breakers(no joke!).. haihz.. life has many things installed for us to experience.. so there i was, serving in confidence of winning.. and i choked(means nerve got over me!!).. and, as the history says, i lost in a tie breaker, YET AGAIN!! i feel like killing myself for letting ah pok go so easily!!.. AH POK, U WATCH OUT, I WILL WIN A TIE BREAKER AGAINST U ONE FINE DAY!!
12:08 AM
