my beloved life
Friday, July 28, 2006
Week Two of Uni life just ended, this means I have only 11 weeks more before my final exams come.. As a veteran Uni student(actually juz spent 1 semester =P), I pretty much know the rules of the game, the study process, when to play, when to get serious.. Not to say I can get HD for all units following, but just the life that I had gotten used to..
Birthday juz past.. yes, most of you wouldn't know anyway, which is good in a way.. All my life, I had just wish for a peaceful, quiet birthday.. Just one day free of problems.. Of coz that's not possible, but juz hope that it is as problem-free as possible.. Well, it wasn't really smooth sailing, but it was just fine.. To all those friends who remembered and greeted me, thanks alot!.. I don't need gifts, just a whisper that you still remember me is enough a birthday present..
Let's now switch our attention to the words that most people don't really like being in,
Being Alone.. different people have different views regarding Being Alone, some say that being alone means there are no one physically there with you, that you are really just alone, some too say being alone means having no life partner or loved ones.. this matter is very subjective, and everyone's view is actually correct in their own way.. To me, being alone means you have no one that trully understands who you really are.. This means that you can be in a room with 30 people at a party, but still feel that you are
alone.. Ironic isn't it? since people always say that when you are surrounded by friends, you are not alone.. I am not saying being with friends is not good, it is very good that we socialise around and get to know more people.. But to have someone that trully understands what you are dealing with at the moment, to have someone that can sense that you are in pain even though you keep a smiling face in front of everyone, it is
very hard to find.. I am fortunate to have one now, even though she cant sense when I am in pain or not, but being there for me when I am in with problems is enough for me.. She might not be able to totally understand what I am dealing with, but at least she trys to, and that means alot to me.. having friends like this, is an absolutely necessary in life.. I am not saying that I don't feel like I am always alone, in fact I do, but having her support and all makes it easier to deal with problems at hand..
Anyway, on a lighter note, Juz changed my blade today!.. ok, its not the sword-type of blade, but rather a table tennis bat.. the wood of the bat is called a blade.. I changed my old heavy blade to a much lighter one.. this blade uses the Arylate-Carbon technology that allows the bat to have much more control and lighter.. Arylate-Carbon is a composite that comprises of two elements, which is, well Arylate and Carbon.. Yet to try it, hopefully it works well!! I realise that I have been going for the name of the product when I choose things, not the brand, but the model name.. For instance, my table tennis rubber's name is called
Hurricane and
Skyline, while my current wood has the tag
Torrent(almost bought this blade called Evolution, which sounds like Evo, haha!).. so what next, Kancil rubber!?
Today went to watch this movie called Lake House, starring Keanu Reeves and Sandra Bullock.. Melissa wanted to watch Just My Luck actually, but thanks to TGV's movie listing today, didn't get to watch that show.. anyway, back to the movie we watch, it was about this guy and girl that was living at the same date and time, only difference is the girl is living in 2006 while the guy is still in 2004! So the whole story is about how these two communicate through the mailbox at a lakehouse which was the guy's residence and the girl's dream house at their respective moments, how they fell in love in the process, but not being able to feel and touch, nor know where is each other.. whatever the guys has done, the girl will be able to see it, only after two years of the guy's life.. Confused already??.. Go check out the movie, to me that movie was great!! I don't know why, but I really like the movie!!
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