my beloved life
Monday, June 04, 2007
hey people, its 3.10am now, and I am sitting here blogging. Exams loom, friday will be my first paper and I have no idea how I am going to past the paper, plus another 3 papers next week. I am so dead. Issues to deal with, stuff to organize, exams to handle, the stress that I am facing right now is so strong! i cant imagine at all! I feel like going nuts! I feel like just ending my life, right here, right now! I am seriously just taking one day at a time, if i think about tomorrow, I don't feel like living today!
anyway, my fam came down to visit me this week, which is good as well, seeing that I have never seen them for such a long time. They say I look different with my long hair now, maybe they are right, though I feel as if its a change for the worst. Complextion has cleared coz not under the sun all the time here. And, another thing good would be to get nice, free home cook food! we ate chicken rice today, so cool!! been so long! tomorrow will be some chicken dish. I know all this will not cure all the problems I am having now, but I just hope God will continue to bless me and help me through this, because I really need Him.
To anyone who watched Heroes, who thought that the fight scene between Peter Petrelli and Sylar is an anti-climax. There should be a massive scene because they both have tremendous mixture of power. But, it was so noble for Nathan to die for the world to live. One quote from him, "the future isn't written in stone". I like that statement, even if I can't get myself to look at my life that way.
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