my beloved life
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
hey ppl, month of August just flew by and now its the month of September! ok, nothing special about that. anyway, just finish 2 mid sem tests and now will be quite free til 1st October where I have to hand in my Marketing Law assignment! better start now, or else who knows what happens.
I wanted to post another emo post, but decided that for a change maybe I shouldn't do so. So Ill just post about Mount Buller. It was quite interesting, especially since I've never seen REAL snow before. Skiing was hard, and tiring. The first time I tried, I crashed into the snow vehicle! how embarrassing. But I manage to muster enough courage to get up the hill again, and finally manage to stop and not crash into anyone! Achievement!
Ah, maybe Ill just do a quick emo post here. Well, yea, I guess everyone knows bout what happened and all sorts of it. But I think I have changed alot since I came to Australia. and I think I have changed for the worst. I think my attitude towards everything is so bad now that I cant even start to describe. what have I become! why cant I control myself anymore! why did I turn into such a nasty, bad bastard? Am I of no cure anymore? Ive done terrible things, but can I really blame the terrible things that happen to me that contributes to this? I was once a person trying to do as much good as I can. Now, I am a selfish being, so selfish that I feel disgusted and unworthy of anyone.
Anyway, that's all for now. See ya!
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