my beloved life
Saturday, January 08, 2011
As mich says, it is quite funny how everyone still checks in from time to time. Ok, so the last post was quite emo, unfortunately, im gonna start off 2011 with an emo post as well.
Well, just heard the news that 3 of my seniors are going to be leaving next month. 1 of them is someone I really really look up to. Ever since she was my mentor during my internship, she has been a guiding star for me, being there to give me advice and shielding me from troubles and problems at work, while also giving me a pick me up if im slacking at work. I've never told her this, but deep down I really look up to her alot and sort of depend on her (maybe overly dependent) to guide me through my career. So obviously, getting the news that she is leaving is both a shock as I didnt expect it, and a really sad news. She has family reasons for leaving, being a new mom and taking over family business, but deep down I still dread the day I don't get to see her at work, seeing the 3 of them talking and laughing really loudly at work (not that its a bad thing!), going over to de-stress and going for lunch with them. I don't really know how to describe the feeling, heartache yet knowing that its the right thing for her to do? All I can do now, is just savour the times when they are still around, and wish them all the best in everything they do.
Ok, Im getting emo again, before I dwell on this at my sleep, just want to wish everyone, Happy New Year!!
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